i'm going crazy.

everything now just doesn't seem right, i know i'm not right, i try not to feel guilty but now it reli start to kicks in!!! i can feel is over the line n i'm always the 1 who screws up everything at least the things it used to be ok. i reli can't imagine the outcome when it blows out..... i'm not gd at holding secrets specially sth like this big it will totally distroy me at least!!!

p.s. u think missing me is tough try missing you.

26.3.2008

2:45am can't Zzz listening to the radio heard this song my tears just roll down softly and lingers on my face

朋友　我當你一秒朋友
朋友　我當你一世朋友
奇怪　過去再不堪回首
懷緬　時時其實還有

朋友　你試過將我營救
朋友　你試過把我批鬥
無法　再與你交心聯手
畢竟　難得　有過最佳損友

從前共你　促膝把酒　傾通宵都不夠
我有痛快過　你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你　保守至到永久
別人如何明白透
實實在在　踏入過我宇宙
即使相處到　有個裂口
命運決定了　以後再沒法聚頭
但說過去　卻那樣厚

＊問我有沒有　確實也沒有
　一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
　為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
　不知你是我敵友　已沒法望透
　被推著走　跟著生活流
　來年陌生的　是昨日最親的某某＊

生死之交當天不知罕有
到你變節了　至覺未夠
多想一天　彼此都不追究　相邀再次喝酒
待　葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面　每個邂逅
一起走到了　某個路口
是敵與是友　各自也沒有自由
位置變了　各有隊友

REPEAT＊

早知解散後　各自有　際遇作導遊
奇就奇在　接受了　各自有路走
卻沒人像你　讓我　眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶　講分手

有沒有　確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
不知你又有沒有　掛念這舊友
或者自己　早就想通透
來年陌生的　是昨日　最親的某某
總好於　那日我　沒有　沒有　遇過　某某

14.2.2008

Happy Valentines Day

took half day off go to find him n we go to china 2gether so great did many things i won bowling again hahaha then around 7sth eat dinner with Burnard, Michael n others hahaha i hv 2 lovers on valentines day had a great time after go to the bar around 9sth we were suppose to come back but we didn't so we stay there n had even more fun singing drinkin etcetc...

Thanks for the present

p.s you r jealous hehehe

15.2.2008

come back around 10am go to work so tired now!!!

6.1.2007

some love will never change.

some love should never have started at the first place.

December Boys was a great movie, it shows that a kind of love called friendship may seems as light as the wind but at the same time it can be as heavy as the sea. after so many years, they went back to the cove just to let maps's ashes rest in peace in the place he loved most.

the movie was reli gd, when it shows on cinema ppl show go n c!!! p.s. my fd bought it back from mexico ofcoz it's pirates.

thoughts of the day [ I shouldn't have tried, as I know we are over.]

oh....and by the way I know wt you and you and you did, such losers. If you guys wanna know just fuckin ask dun go behind my back and spread around stuff or ask about stuff.

no need to care about what you know or think anymore

such a relief

2008 new year, new start

most important thing is i'm happy with Dr.D and ofcoz others like emma, my colleagues, billy, fanny, dayday, david and eddy

thoughts of the day [ I dun gv a shit, as i got everything i want now]